Thank you everyone
It will be a week tonight that I lost my beautiful ginger baby man. And I have missed him so much each of those day. This week has gone in such a haze. I keep expecting to see him, have him jump up on me in bed for a cuddle, have him sit with me while I knit, have him give me headbutts wanting me to rub his face.
There has been one day all week that I didnt cry, pretty sad really. Something that a pet owner wouldnt understand, but someone who sees their pet as their baby would.
I do still blame myself. And I probably always will. I cant help myself. I had Zander for 6 1/2years. He was almost as old as my eldest child. Most of Adam and my relationship has involved Zander.
Anyway thank you again each and everyone of you. Thank you especially to Bugsy who has been constantly checking up on me and being there for me in my time of need. You are an angel among angels hun.
15/2/00 to 29/9/06
Normal posts will resume soon..I promise.